Diary of A Poet

Another year goes to record, Why has it taken you too long, If only you could feel my heart, Realize the amount of pain, that that you subject it too, maybe you would realize and hurry, fulfil that which you swore to me, that you would love me forever... Now I sit on this cold floor, Counting yet another year, It feels like a lifetime, the pain in my heart excruciating, i hold on to my heart, that shell of a heart that I still keep, it all feels like yesterday... Where did I make a mistake, when did this portion, this terror that it is over, that it has been over for a while, when did it become entirely mine, someone answer me, Is it a crime to love now... In darkness, I see silhoutte figures, I find myself lost in time, I wait to feel you gently blow on my neck, its unfortunate, It never will be, it is a dream, a dream long buried in time, I can only keep the memories, the only thing that I can call mine... Maybe you will be back so

I wish I had the courage to say, That which my heart contained, A smile at another tore at my heart, I wished you could read my emotions, I was a mere ghost, I was too shy to confess, Yet, too proud to lose, I can't comprehend, Why it took you so long to realize, That together we belonged... I wish I had another way out, For this feeling to fade away, To be free from this emotion, To learn to be free and fly again, It's a pity, only your love can set me free, Life is indeed a mystery, I can't read your heart, neither can you read mine! Deep inside, we all have one longing... Mine is hope against hope, that which has become my hearts companion, I can only wait patiently, That someday, 'you will get the picture of my heart, and that you will accept it as it is, denying it will mean its doom, 'it can only beat to your tune.... Send me an image of your heart, to perfection it might not be drawn, however, I will mold it to perfection,

I wanted to tell it to you That day When I saw you first; I wanted to whisper It in your ear Colored like butterflies wings Fear wouldn't let me It clasped to my feet Chocked my throat Pocked my ears; What could i do? I wanted to sing you a song the winds were strong My words they'd sway The storm'd rage My tunes distort I really wanted to I wanted to watch you all night long All day along The clouds turned dark You ran in fear of a storm I’d be your umbrella, but you'd not believe You sought relief Away from a storm It was never to be Day’s turned nights Night’s turned dark abyss What was I to do? I wanted to; I Couldn’t