Diary of A Poet

Sometimes I wonder if I say what you want to hear, Sometimes my efforts tend to wear, Afraid that I have lost you and you are not near, Sometimes I wonder if I instill fear, Sometimes I wonder which answer is appropriate, Considering that I should be considerate, Sometimes the pain in your eyes shutters my efforts, Considering that I fail your trust in me, Sometimes I wonder which actions are right, Considering our difference by nature, I watch you disappointed unable to understand, I know you expect me to be right, Your expectations increase by day, I do understand you want me to grow everyday, I fear to mention that our capacities differ, The energy in me tends to weaver, However, one thing remains certain, I love your sincerity, I love you trust in me, I love your being there, Everyday, Every hour and, Every moment, I will be here for you!

How often we wish for another chance To make a fresh beginning. A change to blot out our mistakes And change failure into winning. It does not take a special time To make a brand-new start, It only takes the deep desire   To try with all our heart. To live a little better,   To always be forgiving. To add a little sunshine, In a world for which we're living.   Never give up in despair Nor think you are through, For there's always a tomorrow, "A chance to start a new."

I watch the stars scintillate, another day gone by, my thoughts I articulate, from them to create a lullaby, to lull him that I treasure, to the land of fairies. I watch the moon glow, and the breeze of the night blow, today, my heart you gave an adventure, I am happy in the joy of loving, the joy of believing, that forever, you will walk by me, that you won't tire loving me. I took the picture of your face, forever I will keep it in my heart, if destiny parts our paths, you will forever be in me, i will carry the good memories, 'coz you are a good memory too, you just need to whisper my name, and you will forever experience my presence. Keep my promises with you, those that I solemnly swore to you, like a good song, memorize the lyrics, remind me of them when I err for those, I live for, i will guard what we have, with my last breath, and with it, your name will escape my lips. I will solely rely on your word, that which puts a smile on my fac...

can i call You to tell of it To tell of these fragile heart of mine Can i call you to tell you To whisper of my secret longings Can i call you to tell it To tell of my hearts desire You a star The magic voice in the wind Your eyes Your eyes spark like the moon ray It aint no love story but please let me say Let me say of your grace One that makes nature tickle let me say of your art God's must've taken hours Distance is metaphoric But your love is symphonic My dear You've colored your speech let me, give me One dance with you You're here ...always in my heart A friend, confidant, What more'd i add

I tightly held to what I called mine, The thought of love was unwelcome, the door to my heart was not passable, I watched the tears roll, yet my heart wasn't ready the past had a lesson deeply engraved in me, i was not ready to let go yet... You captivated my barren heart, you stole those keys from my safe that gentle gaze convinced me confident that I would not lose again I let go! the peace you instilled in me unfathomable the stars unleashed brightness that I can't contemplate... You stole my secrets, those that were deeply engraved within, i opened for you doors only I had access to, all my cherished treasures I gave you access to, bonded and blinded by love, my live ceased to be mine, in my little ways, I nurtured our you, i watched you blossom like a rose bud... I totally drowned in what you offered me, i ignored all possibilities laid before me i believed your every word to me, you were incapable of lying truth was your second name you prom...

I ain't far from you Your heart is mine, mine your I'll keep my word for you Fight storms if i have to walk past the barricaded walls to reach where U you If i have to be the wind i will Don't give up on me; mine ain't broken promises You say you're cold My arms are stretched Look past 'n' you'll see My dearest love ain't no crime Maybe, but maybe am a criminal to love to admire you smile your agility, fragility, lovability for i can not move from you though divided by distance my love for you, ain't deeming Watch the sky tonight the moon will have us holding hands, feeling a warm embrace of time, pace each day am praying time'd skip a beat that we be together again Like you my dear am lost lost if i ain't got you if i ain't got your smile I look at these picture i hold Walking down memory lane With no pain arcane Hoping my dear Hoping to hold you again make you secure Am a captive, a ca...

Another year goes to record, Why has it taken you too long, If only you could feel my heart, Realize the amount of pain, that that you subject it too, maybe you would realize and hurry, fulfil that which you swore to me, that you would love me forever... Now I sit on this cold floor, Counting yet another year, It feels like a lifetime, the pain in my heart excruciating, i hold on to my heart, that shell of a heart that I still keep, it all feels like yesterday... Where did I make a mistake, when did this portion, this terror that it is over, that it has been over for a while, when did it become entirely mine, someone answer me, Is it a crime to love now... In darkness, I see silhoutte figures, I find myself lost in time, I wait to feel you gently blow on my neck, its unfortunate, It never will be, it is a dream, a dream long buried in time, I can only keep the memories, the only thing that I can call mine... Maybe you will be back so...